如果我變成回憶~If I became a memory~

like this song so much~



Tank - 如果我變成回憶 [Ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi] [If I Became A Memory]
Album: 第三回合/The 3rd Round
Songwriter: Tank
Lyricist: 陳信廷 Chen XinTing



累了 照慣例努力清醒著 也照慣例想妳了
When I'm tired I keep trying hard to stay awake as usual I keep thinking of you as usual too
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在夢中不聽話的 就停止了
I'm really scared that when my mind is at rest and I'm asleep In my dreams my heartbeat won't listen to me And just stop

聽著 呼吸像浪潮拍動著 越美麗越讓我忐忑
Listen; The sound of breathing like waves splashing The more beautiful it gets, the more I feel uneasy
我還能珍惜什麼 如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握
What can I still cherish If I can barely control my own pulse?

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life
留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you
想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行
Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone
我會恨自己 如此狠心
I will hate myself For being so heartless

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
If I became a memory - finally not so lucky
沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
No chance Of us tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset
漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒
In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal
若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
If someone can [heal your wound] Let him stay accompany you I won't blame you

快樂 什麼時候會結束呢 哪一刻是最後一刻
Happiness When will it end? When is the very end?
想把妳緊緊抱著 可知妳是我生命中的 最捨不得
I really want to embrace you tightly Know that you're the one in my life I can't bear to leave the most

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life
留下妳錯愕哭泣 我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
Leaving you startled and weeping, my ice-cold body no longer able to embrace you
想到我讓深愛的妳 人海孤獨旅行
Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone
我會恨自己 如此狠心
I will hate myself For being so heartless

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
If I became a memory - finally not so lucky
沒機會白著頭髮 蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
No chance to Tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset
漫長時光 總有一天 妳會傷心痊癒
In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal
若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
If someone can [heal your wound], let him stay accompany you, I won't blame you

如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣
If I became a memory - I'm most afraid that I'll let myself down
頑固地賴在空氣 霸佔妳心裡 每一吋縫隙
Stubbornly lingering in the air Dominating your heart Every part of it
連累依然愛我的妳 痛苦承受失去
Making the you that still loves me, suffer painfully for this loss
這樣不公平 請妳盡力 把我忘記
This isn't fair Please try your best To forget me